A Long Absence…
Sunday, August 3rd, 2008It has been a while… too many things have happened in my life, that I have lost track of what has been going on… It would seem that I have lost touch with reality…
Times flies when your having fun I guess… I’m already in my final year… wow… just one more year to go, then I’ll be officially a graduate majoring in psychology. The more sarcastic term would be "unemployed graduate"… kind of loved the irony in that… 
This does beg the question of where will I proceed from here? I have always thought of furthering my studies overseas after this, but with my inconsistent result, might as well forget about it. Hopefully the lucky streak that I have been blessed so far does not run out yet…
After almost a decade, I am still hopelessly single and available… even though I know I may not be ready to be committed in a relationship, but deep down inside… well… there’s always the desire for it. Being rejected twice is something that kind of leave a scar inside your heart… one that stays there unlike other wounds that just heals and you will never know it was there.
Love… thats why it is such an enigma to all of us, especially me. In one hand, it can be the most beautiful feeling you can ever experience. On the other hand, it can drive a person to take their own lives when they are hurt by it.
Now i find myself falling for someone… she may not the most beautiful girl i know, but she has a certain charm that i find irresistable… I don’t know if she knows or even suspects it… perhaps she does… I’m sure everyone else does. But if she is the one, then i sure as hell don’t want to ruin this.
I hope it turns out well, and if she does read this, well… at least there’s no secrets between the both of us
