Let Me Be Free
One of the good things that I have found being more of an introverted. You tend to think a lot, and I do mean A LOT!!!
Sadly… I only wished that I have thought about this sooner. The traumatic event of Valentine’s Day 2006 have completely changed me. I have always thought that if I created a barrier around me, I would not hurt another dear friend again.
But now… this barrier… this chain… that I have created has bounded me, twisting me to fit it’s will… and now I have allowed my pacifism to dominated my very judgment. I have become… less sensitive to my surroundings. I have almost detached myself from this world in order to protect myself from lies, deceit, betrayal, pain… but I might have just doomed myself this way.
Damn it! I only wish that it is not too late to break free from this bondage that have held me since that day. I just want to learn to trust people again, without fear of the risk involved.
Am I too late? I hope not… let me be free… once again…
