Memoirs Of A Homo Sapien

Tomorrow, I shall begin another phase of my life’s journey. Wow… I can’t believe it. Only just a year ago I was starting my first semester in my first year of studies. Now… I am already going to embark on my second year, with greater challenges awaiting me, waiting to challenge me in every turn.

I am not afraid of these challenges. I have no major worries anymore. Nothing will make me afraid… even death. Wish i could have felt like last year. My results have been… rather disappointing. Sure anyone would be happy with my kind of results. Me? I don’t think so. I have higher expectations for myself. I did not switched from chemistry to psychology just to meet another dead end. No way. This time, I’m going to make sure that it is personal. Meaning no more slacking off, more consistencies in my studies, work hard, play hard.

Somehow… I find my goals drifting towards being too idealistic. Am I giving myself too much of a high expectation? Have my goals become less idealistic? Well… I guess we will just have to find out for myself. At least the orientation is over. A shame though… it was fun while it lasted. Well at least I get some valuable experience by being involved, and I also have the chance to meet someone who is very pretty by any standards. Who is this person I am talking about? Well… I’m not going to say it out. Thats only for me to know, and u to find out.

Hopefully… our friendship can grow to become something…. more. For now… I can only pray hard that it can become a reality

    Finally, the long-awaited news has arrived. "drums rolling"…… I PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS!!! I know I know this is not much of a breaking news, but at least it’s something worth celebrating, don’t you believe so?

    Ok by right I’m not suppose to worry about me failing any subjects, and forcing to take the stupid supp paper. I’m suppose to worry about whether or not I can make the grade. Oh well… that just shows I haven’t been putting enough effort eh?

    Oh well… I have only myself to blame. Skipping classes, not being consistent in my studies… damn how I hate myself for being like that. Well… I’ll just have to make sure that I can finally achieve my target next semester onwards. President’s list here I come!!!

    No wait… How the heck can I do that? Hmm…. since I got 3 weeks of holiday, might as well put it into good use right? Time for some serious intensive training. Wish me luck….