Archive for April, 2007

Another journey comes to an end…

Sunday, April 29th, 2007

It has been months since I last updated my blog. Too much has happened during this short, but turbulent time. Heck, I don’t even know where to begin, where I should start…. for even I couldn’t comprehend the frustration that I feel inside.

Well, for starters I have already begun the next phase of my journey. My understanding of the course of my choice has greatly deepen, despite the fact that the level of stress, frustration, and fatigue has been building up for awhile.

However, the chief of all my frustrations was to be my financial status. I must admit, that I have some difficulty in managing my finances well. Guess I have not much of a rapport with money then. No matter how I try, I seem to be losing my mind over finances instead of gaining any peace of mind.

Tried working part-time for awhile to supplement my budget, but even that was not considered to be an effective method, instead my fatigue level skyrocketed even further

I find myself skipping classes even more frequent. Heck even some of my close friends begun to notice it, even her… though i’m not blaming her for being inconsiderate. The fact that our friendship can grow to a be more than just mere acquintainces, or just "someone i knew from uni" is truly a blessing in disguise. For that I am very grateful.

So now, the time that I most dreaded has come. The finals. The key that holds my destiny. The judgement that will decide whether or not my journey ends here, or it countinues so that I can brave the challenges ahead. So i go to war… but it won’t be the last