True Love….. Have I Found It?
Monday, October 30th, 2006In my 21 years of existence, there’s only two dates that i will always remember by heart. 14 February 2006 - The day my life made a 180 degrees turn, and 17 October 2006 - The day I met someone special face-to-face for the first time
At first the feelings going through me were common to me. Fear, anxiety, excitement…… these feelings I am more than ever familiar with it. This is not my first encounter with love. I have had enough experience to furthur traumatise me when it comes to searching for the one to share my life with.
But this girl…. this beauty…. I don’t know what words I can use to describe. The moment I laid my eyes upon her. The moment I caressed her soft skin. The moment I smoothed out her silky-smooth hair. I just knew…. somehow…. that I was practically in love with her. However, I have to wait for her answer, for she may not be ready to be committed in a relationship. I clearly understand.
For her, I was willing to wait for her. However, I have to ask myself. How long can I wait? As long as there’s breath in me? As long as it takes? I just don’t know. Perhaps this is a test…. to see if she is really the one that I have been looking for all this while. Then again…. I have to be prepared for her answer. Positive or negative, it will provide a great impact to me and our relationship. For that, I have to psyche myself up for that dreaded moment.
*sigh* Love…. must it be so complicated? This is the question that is still left unanswered by me till this day.
