Archive for August, 2006

The Anxiety Within Me

Sunday, August 20th, 2006

Man…. time sure flies when you’re having fun. One moment you were just starting your first day of the semester….. the next moment, you have already reached the end of the road. Week 14 already?! Wished i had more time to prepare…..

Oh well, at least i’m more hardworking than i was last semester during my "ordeal". maybe its because i am doing something that i am interested in. I guess interest does play an important role in determining your motivation, especially when you are planning to get first class honours.

Well i know that i won’t be able to make it to the honours list this semester, but at least i will try to make it 3.5, which is the minimum requirement for first class honours. Good thing that i could get that problem out of my system, and in the nick of time. Otherwise….. i dare not even imagine the consequences.

Well…. i guess i won’t be going back to my hometown this semester break, due the fact that my mom and my sis will moving over to pj, leaving my poor dad all alone in my hometown. Of course that doesn’t mean that i won’t go back there during breaks, since my old pals will be going back as well, especailly during chinese new year.

Guess i will be calling kl and pj my home soon…………. Ok what am i doing here blogging anyway? I should be studying now. So this is me signing off….. for now. 

The Painful Truth……

Wednesday, August 9th, 2006

How long has it been since i last updated on my daily life? Has it been an eternity? Has it been that long……

They say the truth is always nasty. It pains me to say that i have experience it the hard way. Never again shall i waste my time pursuing something that is so meaningless…… it was so wrong of me to continue on this struggle. Why did she had to enter my life, right when i did not needed it the most……….

No matter, from today onwards, we will only be just "someone that we knew from our course". At least now, i can concentrate on what is really important. Achieving my goals in life. Making my parents proud. Not to repeat the same mistake again. Until then, cupid will just have to sit aside first, until i feel that i am ready to be committed.

Whats a shame…… but it is after all the painful truth……..